Let me explain.....

Why exactly I am blogging all of this. Im sure if anyone was to read the previous 2 posts I would be blasted from here to the moon. Im not here to start a debate. I wanted to blog my experience of infertility and adoption. Who knows someone else out there might have been through something similar..... BUT to completely understand my journey it is neccessary for me to air a little of my own dirty laundry. Things I have never told ANYONE. It feels great for me finally to be able to get them off my chest. I know some might say that god IS punishing me for for what happened before by not LETTING me to be able to have biological children. But you know what?? Because of the way things worked out; I honestly BELIEVE that everything happened for a reason. If I had my own biological kids, I would not have adopted my sweet princess. I honestly could not imagine my life without her......